This is a date imprinted on my memory forever. It was the day I received the devastating news of my cancer diagnosis. It rocked my world, and I was sent reeling for the coming days and weeks, while sorting through what this meant for my future. It’s monumentally important for me to recognize the significance of this date, and celebrate where I am now, 5 years later.
Although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone, my journey has had an unbelievably positive impact on my life. Treatments were brutal, and the unknowns that go along with this type of illness are hard to describe. The strength and new perspective I’ve learned throughout this process are valuable lessons to be practiced going forward.
I won’t sugar-coat how I’ve struggled with the anxiety that goes along with managing my state of mind after treatments and ongoing. It is a constant focus to stay positive, and be grateful for my health, my very rich group of friends and family, and a lifestyle that I love. Nothing should be taken for granted, and I remind myself of that each and every day. It’s not easy, and I have realized the importance of keeping this in the forefront constantly.
The rallying of support around me from both close family and friends and those not as close, was, and continues to be overwhelming and heart-warming. I absolutely could not get through it without the constant love and encouragement of my wonderful circle of strength, and continue to be extremely grateful to have you all in my life.
To everyone who has been with me throughout this journey, a heartfelt thank you. I feel your constant love, and hope you feel it in return. And I want you to know I will be there for you all if there is anything I can do to support you in whatever life throws your way.
Although it is not a path I would choose, I recognize how it has changed me, and will continue to change me in many positive ways, and for that I am eternally thankful.
To many more 10-18’s!
Hugs and Love,
Cindy xo
